Friday, July 31, 2009
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我和伟发生了好多不该发生的事情
我好想要像以前那样开开心心的和你在一起
但是我还是觉得是不可能的了
一切都被我一手给毁了。。
一切都是我的错
你变得和以前真的真的好不一样
老实说，我比较喜欢以前的你
以前你较单纯，比较体贴，比较温柔
但我也知道人是会改变的
我们随着时间不断的在改变 不断的进步
我好想要挽回从新开始
但是我觉得你应该是不要了吧 我伤害了你那么深
我感觉得到你真的真的对我很没有心了
我好伤心
是时候该放开你了吗？
是时候该让你自由了吗？
今天虽然是我主动牵着你的手
不过你让我牵我真的好开心好开心！！
至少你没有拒绝 至少我可以感觉到还有那一点点的 机会
你说叫我给你时间去找回以前你对我的感觉
我好害怕，害怕我做得不好，害怕你还会离开我
我一定要忍耐！
请你也一定要忍耐好吗？
你可以等我吗？？
我一定会努力的！！！
对不起，我爱 你。。。
; 12:32 PM
Sunday, December 21, 2008
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最近我感觉和你好像怪怪的
我们的感情变了吗？
希望是我多想吧
是我做错了吗？是我的问题吗？
从下午2点多到现在7点多你都没有回复我信息
我打电话给你也没接
是你在店里太忙了吗？
你从来都没有这样子过
我感到好担心好不安
好像你要。。。。。。。
怎么办？？
试过去珍惜，试过去改过。
得到的拼不是十全十美
是该放手了吗？？
我不想这样。。。。。。
; 3:05 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
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Last year,middle of April.
From the first time I saw him,Guess its at H.E, his working place.
At 1st i felt that he's handsome n really cute.
I knew i had a crushed on him and he looks abit like the taiwan idol WU ZUN.
After that day went there wit friends to buy guys cloths,the next day i went there again.
And i went there often to the mall purpose is to see him.
I wished to see him everyday and wished to call him but i don't have his fon num.
A year ago MAY 26th,I celebrated a bday party with friends earlier. My acctual date is 31st. I wanted to invite him to my party but I'm shy.
Luckily my friend helped me to ask him to go to my party without letting me know and wanted to gave me a surprise on my bday.
But stupid me!I kaypo went to his shop and invited him again and all the surprised had gone.=(
ON my brithday...he came!! and i was so so so happy that time although i dont talk much with him but if i could just see him awhile and its enough.(i wounder if he also thinks the same as me that time)hmmm..
When he's going bac,he softly sayang my head then say"happy birthday"....and i was like...NERVOUS but HAPPY!!..haha! I missed him,so much!badly!
Never saw him for many days,less went to the mall n yet i still dont have his num.
Surprised day came....
The day when after i went for skating with friends,he msged my friend and ask for my num. And i was so extreamly happy that time finally he wans my num^^.
And so that,i remembered that time i was at batu feringghi with friends and keep sms-ing with him^^
On 31st May 2007 we went to clubs for celebrating again at there and ive invited him n his friends. The night is the night that i will never forget. that is the night that he 1st huged me.
i wanted to go back to the last time.
i really wish to..
but i know...its too late coz ive did somthing wrong to him and he loses his truste to me.
baby,please forgive me okay?
; 3:03 AM
in 
Lee Hoeng 
